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| it's been a while so I figured I would update. Still
working full time but at least I get to have some fun and drive a
forklift around, I haven't hurt anyone yet! I have a select
amount of friends that I hang out with pretty much every weekend, including
my boyfriend. It's nice to have someone that is nice and
treats me well. Hopefully I will be getting an apartment with a
friend real soon, I can't wait. Nothing else is really going on,
except for I hope school gets over soon!
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| so a few things have changed. I'm finally 21!!!! I had a great birthday with most of my friends, of course it was minus the slight few that were in Fremont and underage. I also celebrated St. Patrick's day by being at Murphy's Pub at 6am with the roomies and some friends, nothing like beer and green food in the early morning. After that it was a day of packing and moving back home. I couldn't believe how much stuff I have acquired over the years. I'm glad we have a lot of storage place to put things at my parents. All I know is this is going to be one difficult transition. I came up with a reason not to be at the house all this week during the day because I didn't want to deal with the puppy! I forgot just how much fun it was going to be to participate in the puppy training! NOT!!! oh well, I got a job with a temp agency for now until I find something permanent just so I will have some money. The only bad thing is it will be ten hour days most likely and possibly 6 or 7 days a week. I'm glad that I have no social life but hanging out with my family, oh well it's good money working overtime and sundays! I know things will get better as I get accustomed to living at home again and it isn't anywhere near permanent. I guess that's about it for my life right now. I can't wait for it to get warm!!! | | |
| so not too much has been
happening since the last time. Things are pretty slow in life
right now, then again I am only taking 5 credit hours right now.
I'm just not into school right now knowing that I am done with
Cincinnati after this quarter. Plus everyone has been super busy
with things and haven't really had the time or cared to hang out with
me...I guess there isn't much I can do about that. Things will
die down now considering that the reason a lot of people were busy is
over with now. I will just have to wait and see if that actually
changes anything, some just haven't realized that I am leaving in three
weeks, even I can't believe it at times.
This weekend was nice since I actually was productive and did
things. I helped my roommates boyfriend move into his beautiful
house on Saturday then went to her grandparents and her house for the
night. We came back today, and I had a blast with her and her
family, even though I always do. Our families are very similar
and enjoy a lot of the same things. I am definitely looking
forward to this summer and getting to visit with them some more.
Within these last few days I've come to realize how hard it is going to
be to leave some of my friends down here. Even though I feel that
it is going to be harder for me than them because I don't think they
consider me that great of a friend anymore. Time has changed a
lot of things and change is difficult at times but I know that
everything will work out in the end. I just hope that one of the
people I think I will miss the most at least keeps in contact or it'll
be even more depressing. I am excited to be closer to my best
friend from home and be close to my family, especially since I missed
out on the planning for my one brothers wedding, I want to be there for
the planning for the other one. Oh, it'll be great not to have to
deal with people being loud and obnoxious above my room. The
girls that live upstairs have an issue with being loud and sound like a
heard of elephants!! That's enough rambling for one day.
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I really just don't know what to think anymore. After being home this
weekend it's even harder to understand why I've been in Cincy as long
as I have. All I wanted to do today was stay on my couch in front
of the fire and not drive back to Cincy. I would've been fine
with someone just shipping my stuff back for me. Even though I
did get to have a long talk with a friend I have missed a lot lately,
it was nice to just talk about everything and anything. While
during that conversation I realized that there aren't many true friends
in my life right now. Maybe it's my fault and maybe it's not, who
knows. I just know that people I thought were my good friends
have just done nothing to make me feel like I was one of theirs. The
amount of people that do the complete opposite of what they say.
I'm sad that I am moving away from a few of the best friends I've
had but I know I will keep in contact with them and still see
them. The others it's going to be hard to adjust to not seeing
them but I'll definitely be a lot happier not to deal with everything
here. I know that I will take everything that has happened to me
in the past three years and learn from it. I just guess that some
time between last winter and now things have changed drastically.
It will be weird to be back at home but I know I will be happy with my
family that actually cares about me. Hopefully the next few weeks will
go by quickly, plus my birthday is in 26 days!!!
RIP Mr. Kayser
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| Today has definitely been a difficult one. R.I.P Jeff & Aunt Dorothy
"Tonight I Wanna Cry" Keith Urban
Alone in this house again
tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of
wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it
was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin'
away
[Chorus:]
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings
show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your
self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with
my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna
cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure
hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love
letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over
you by hidin' this way | | |
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